Week 2- Day 2 (PEACE - against anxiety)
Disciplines of Fasting: Silence & Solitude
We often refer to the time between the testaments (The Old and New
Testament) as the 400 years of silence. The people of Israel did not
hear from God for FOUR HUNDRED YEARS. To put that into perspective,
400 years before the current year (2022) was 1622- which is closer to
the painting of the Mona Lisa than it is to present times. We barely had
the King James Bible in 1622. Can you imagine hearing stories of the
last time Christians heard from God- if the last time the church had
heard from God was 1622? Do you think you would still believe? What
would hope look like? What would peace feel like?
When was the last time you experienced silence? Real, true silence?
For me, it was on a tour of Mammoth cave in Kentucky. I was with a
group from my school, and a
er we had listened to the history of the
cave, they told us they were going to turn off all the lights. They asked
us to stand silently when they flipped the switch. I wasnʼt expecting to
be phased, but it ended up being so terrifying that I couldnʼt even
remember if I existed; I had to take some audible breaths to remember
I was alive. The lights were probably only off for 30 seconds, but it felt
like a very long time. While it sounds dramatic, it was actually really
scary.
Silence is scary.
The spiritual discipline of silence may be one of the most challenging
ones, especially in our current society. It is challenging to find a real
moment of silence- even at a coffee shop or on a walk. Noise- in the
form of music, distraction, social media, crying children, friends, tv
shows- keeps us from experiencing silence. While none of these things
are inherently bad, it is a good thing to cleanse our souls of noise.
A discipline that o
en accompanies the discipline of silence is
solitude. These are some of the least practiced spiritual disciplines, and you can probably understand why. They take intentionality and
can be uncomfortable. As you practice these disciplines, you may start
to think or feel things you werenʼt expecting. You may finally figure out
the name of that singer on the radio or have a GREAT idea for a project-
itʼs okay to write those things down! But come back to the silence.
You may also start to think about and feel emotions you havenʼt given
time to. Itʼs a scary thing to go into something like a time of silence and
solitude knowing that you may encounter something uncomfortable or
scary- but you are not alone in the presence of God. You cannot hide
from him, and he is not surprised by anything that surfaces.
You also might not hear anything at all. It might feel like the people of
Israel waiting for God to speak to them. Silence takes practice and
time.
I think about the story of Elijah on the mountain top and how he heard
the Lord in a gentle whisper.
8 Before Elijah heard the Lord, he had to
wait through the noise and commotion of a great wind, an earthquake,
and fire. The practice of silence and solitude is allowing the noise and
commotion of our own lives to settle so that we may hear the gentle
whisper of God.
May we learn to participate in practices that make us feel
uncomfortable so we may be transformed by the voice of God.
REFLECTION:
Take time to practice the disciplines of silence and solitude this week.
Whichever method you choose below (you can select more than one!),
please answer the following questions. Journal, pray or talk to a friend
(or do all 3!)
1. How does silence feel? Why does it feel that way?
2. How does solitude feel? Why do you think it feels that way?
3. What feelings came up that you werenʼt expecting? Were you
able to present those feelings to the Lord? If not, what steps
can you take to surrender to the Lord?
APPLICATION:
-Arrive 5 minutes early to every appointment you have for a week. In
those 5 minutes, sit in silence.
-When youʼre standing in line at the grocery store (or anywhere you
may find yourself in line this week!), donʼt look at your phone. Listen
and pray.
-While youʼre driving to work, sit in silence instead of turning on the
radio.
-Go for a walk without headphones. Pay attention to what you notice.
-If youʼre feeling bold, and if you are able, take a few hours (or even a
day) to sit in silence and solitude. Listen for the Holy Spirit. Or allow
the Holy Spirit to use the discipline of silence to cleanse your mind of
the noise of the world. Remember, it will be uncomfortable,
especially if this is your first time. But stick with it! Itʼll be worth it!